NO!!! My World!!!!!

2 days ago a realized something.... I don't just don't want to grow up.... But I'm scared to grow up. I'm (I really don't know the english word ._.) Dolichophob. So, I have phobia to grow up. 
So, I have a bubble, a protection, my world, if I go out, I become an adult. And I'm afraid of it.
But the society force me go out.


Sorry for my very very very bad english. I'm french...